Paul

corpsesashes @ 2005-03-20T14:36:00

2005-03-20T22:37:39Z

15 beers + 4 random pain killers + fat hookah bowl of herb = good night.

corpsesashes @ 2005-03-20T11:14:00

2005-03-20T19:15:01Z

i'm hungover as fuck and i have the shits.

corpsesashes @ 2005-03-19T11:45:00

2005-03-19T19:49:14Z

If I gave you pretty enough words.
could you paint a picture of us that works.
an emphasis on function rather than design.
aren't you tired cause I will carry you, on a broken back
and blown out knees, I have been where you are for a while..
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream all the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night every evening that I die.
I am exhumed just a little less human and a lot more bitter and cold.
I am exhumed.. just a little less human....
so much more bitter and cold
after all these images of pain, have cut right thru you,
I will kiss every scar, and weep you are not alone...
then I'll show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat.

corpsesashes @ 2005-03-18T23:58:00

2005-03-19T07:56:07Z

time for seclusion, night.

corpsesashes @ 2005-03-18T15:33:00

2005-03-18T23:35:49Z

so according to kenny i'm a cokehead. and i'm lying to everyone. fuck everyone who doesn't trust me, i'm not out to fuck anyone over. cool. kenny turns 18 on sunday. good times, happy birthday "friend"

corpsesashes @ 2005-03-17T10:13:00

2005-03-17T18:21:47Z

so being in the tweaker house made me realize a few things.....

1. not having to lock your room and car doors all the time is more comforting than you will ever know
2. you go through a lot more cigarettes living with 4 other people that have no jobs or money. you can substitute weed or anything else there too. ESPECIALLY FOOD!
3. having a loving family around is much better than a bunch of pissed off people who deal drugs out of the room next door to you.
4. don't snort shroom dust. ever. i died twice.
5. beer bongs alone will only make you depressed and hate tweakers.
6. dealers are shady

that is all

corpsesashes @ 2005-03-16T09:17:00

2005-03-16T17:17:29Z

so i'm looking for a job, i need one to live here. and by the way, thanks dad for running into my car this morning, it was a big help. good thing my driver side window was up....

corpsesashes @ 2005-03-15T15:24:00

2005-03-15T23:24:38Z

I'M MOVING OUT OF THE TWEAKER HOUSE!!!!!!!! TONIGHT!!!!!!! YAYZ0RS

corpsesashes @ 2005-02-13T00:02:00

2005-02-13T08:03:46Z

i'm at my parents' house using their internet, how pathetic. you bitches need to call me.

corpsesashes @ 2005-02-08T14:49:00

2005-02-08T22:51:38Z

so hey, i don't live at a house with internet so call my cell more! everyone should come see my new place too! but i'm out, i have work. peace bitches, you know the cell number. 708-4155.

peace

corpsesashes @ 2005-01-29T12:48:00

2005-01-29T20:48:27Z

corpsesashes @ 2005-01-28T19:57:00

2005-01-29T03:56:45Z

Tom deLonge is love.

Mark Hoppus is love.

Travis Barker is love.

Blink 182 is the shit.

corpsesashes @ 2005-01-28T19:50:00

2005-01-29T03:49:40Z

corpsesashes @ 2005-01-28T15:00:00

2005-01-28T23:02:41Z

over the last couple months of my life, i've had some really good times, and i've had some really shitty times. the point of the matter is, i have had a bunch of good friends to help me through everything and enjoy the best of it with me. here's some pictures that struck a chord with me when i was browsing through them earlier. in no specific order we have:

Zach chillin outside howies with me on a slow night

ski's arm after a crazy night in TJ. two of those burns were from me.

ski again, working on some lettuce

christy after TJ

diana and i after a drunken shower

me and kenny, tough as nails. my friggin homeboy.

my lady dancing the happy malibu dance

lindsay, showing me how much she loves me!

me and the gishterfield, he's a little plastered, can you tell?

awesome picture of diana

and last, but not least, m'lindsay, chillin at gish's party

so that about wraps it up, good times.

corpsesashes @ 2005-01-18T09:45:00

2005-01-18T17:48:24Z

The Great LiveJournal
Outage of 2005

During the outage I bought a small Middle Eastern nation.

What did you do?

Brought to you by geek-foo

it was Iraq, you all may now call me "W."

corpsesashes @ 2005-01-15T22:49:00

2005-01-16T06:50:42Z

definately happy this shit is back, i've got some good shit to come, just keep your shirts on.

corpsesashes @ 2005-01-12T09:31:00

2005-01-12T17:32:09Z

i hate people, especially people who use powers they know they have over someone to their advantage, especially if it's not right. i also have a newfound hatred for cocaine. that is all.

corpsesashes @ 2005-01-11T15:30:00

2005-01-11T23:30:49Z

i feel a little gypped

corpsesashes @ 2005-01-08T21:19:00

2005-01-09T05:26:03Z

if you share a living space with someone, please above all things, HAVE SOME FUCKING CONSIDERATION. if someone has to work at 4 AM, don't blast the TV and scream at everything that's even remotely exciting. if you do, you ARE an asshole.

I fucking hate football. i don't see what it is that's so exciting that makes people scream at the top of their lungs at the tv like a bunch of drunken dolts.

anyhow, i don't like to hate on people, i really don't, just the ignorant and inconsiderate. i'm not paying 300 of my hard earned dollars every month to be disturbed during MY sleep time.

corpsesashes @ 2005-01-03T14:46:00

2005-01-03T22:46:26Z

hahaha, that's my background!!! hahaha PT rocks me

Anyone play bass???

2005-01-02T23:16:11Z

I have a barely touched Ampeg SVT-4 pro head, with a peavey 4x10 cabinet. i'm looking to sell it, so if you or anyone you know is looking for bass equipment, it's coming from a good home. all i want is $1000 for the package.

corpsesashes @ 2005-01-02T14:49:00

2005-01-02T22:52:15Z

i just wrote an uber-long entry, nothing happened to it, i just decided it was too much. basically, fuck me, i'm fucked.

corpsesashes @ 2005-01-02T02:26:00

2005-01-02T10:26:14Z

i don't understand sometimes. :(

corpsesashes @ 2004-12-25T23:07:00

2004-12-26T07:36:27Z

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? e

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i didn't have a resolution last year, but this year it's to quit blazing grits

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? close

4. Did anyone close to you die? napes

5. What countries did you visit? mexico

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? a place

7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? i'm not sure the date, but it was that one crazy night at tyler's

8.What was your biggest achievement of the year? graduating.

9.What was your biggest failure? dropping out of college

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? napes

11. What was the best thing you bought? The LeBaron

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration? mine, lol

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled? mine again

14. Where did most of your money go? cigarettes, gas, weed,

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? getting a 300zx..... that turned out well..... not

16. What songs will always remind you of 2004? Cicatriz ESP

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
- i. happier or sadder? happier

- ii. richer or poorer? poorer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? i wish i would have gone to more shows

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? smoking weed, dropping out

20. How will you be spending Christmas? i just spent christmas, it was kinda lame, my family was a bunch of party poopers this year

21. Who did you spend the most time on the phone with? diana

22. What LJ users did you meet for the first time? i don't hook up with online losers, lol

23. How many one-night stands? none

24. What was your favourite TV program? family guy, aqua teen, simpsons

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? myself

26. What was the best book you read? a series of tattoo and guitar mags

27. What was your greatest musical discovery? ephul duath

28. What did you want and get? bridge piercing

29. What did you want and not get? a new car

30. What was your favourite film of this year? eternal sunshine

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? turned 18, did nothing because i'm a loser

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? i don't know

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? hats, jeans, shorts, t-shirts, hoodies and a fashion piece.

34. What kept you sane? nothing, i've never been there

34 b. What kept you from losing even more marbles? coffee

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? freddy prinze jr

36. What political issue stirred you the most? bush being re-elected

37. Who did you miss? ALL of my friends

38. Who was the best new person you met? Oliviae

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: fuck it

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:

A freight train to the right, feeling that sting of pride
It's fucking with me, it's fucking with you
All's fair in love and war until you say it isn't but you're wrong

Words on the back of flyers, my clothes are in the dryer
It means nothing, nothing is changing
La familia is dead and gone, the children grew up and moved on

Is it too much to ask for the things to work out this time?
I'm only asking for what is mine
I wanted everything, I got it and now I'm gonna
Throw it away, I'll throw it away (yeah)

Prime select and a box of glazed, pulling fly-bys on days
When we were young and innocent
Elbow-drop Sundays when Mark Eaton got beat to shit

Laughing at the bands we hate, all the spots we used to skate
They're still there, but we've gone our own ways
I know it's for the best but sometimes I wonder
Will I ever have friends like you again?

corpsesashes @ 2004-12-25T23:06:00

2004-12-26T07:06:10Z

so yeah, the new mars volta is way good......